depressed ar...

i can't graduate on time la this time.. i couldn't find my name in list of graduates. its really depressing.. what i'm gonna do? go play? go for a wild outing? i hate myself so much.! wat the hell i've done to myself? why i push myself into this way? i jus wana b grad in the yr of 09. why why why? i scream:" ar....~~~!!!!" useless.. =.= 2 days of work in HP was ordinary. yet the colleagues i met so far they are frenly though. anythin make me feel uncomfortable in office? i bet NO. it is so relaxing working there. the environment such a good place for us to steal bone(malay term)..if you wish to spend ur life peacefully without any challenges, i would suggest u to step ur foot in here(only apply to my department la har) not to forget, the workers there are mostly the youngsters. so energetic when seeing them and work wif them together. but, here is the "but". they not as frenly as u expected though. jus like a wind pass by whenever u cross over them. haha...duno wat i wan to say actually. jus wan to highlight here, those who working in HP they are reallt expert in wat they are doin!(except me) =.='' coz i'm the newbie there? its jus a matter of time for me to find out my usability of contribution to this company for the nxt few months. gd luck to me and to HP as well. -sad me- :'(

--L.O.V.E--

it really teasing my heart. finally i know the real mean of LOVE..and need to say goodbye to it..here is my final word to u. i love you from the bottom of my heart, take care..bye

screwed my 2nd paper

the thing which i dun wan to happen the most was actually happened to me today durin exam! i was having stomach pain early in the exam, told myself to tahan,tahan and tahan til the end of the exam. but then in the middle of the way, i rushed out from the exam scene for the toilet. swt...inside the toilet, there was so many unexpected surprises which i nvr expected b4. my dear coursemates were actually 'studying' their notes which is being hidden in the toilet b4 exam. i was really =.='.. but no time for me to care such surprises. nit to do my business 1st..after went bek to exam, i duno how to do the questions!! those questions were too broad. i dun even know wat should i write for them. sigh..wasted my time in toilet and end up screwed up my paper. can't graduate on time liao la this time, jus bcoz of the milo and roti i ate b4 went to the exam!!!!!! i hate both of them so much.. i swear not to drink and eat them anymore!! i'm so so sad....

living in a desert

malacca-->a so call historical town in malaysia. i not really like to stay in here actually. it makes me feel the heat all the time especially when the summer season. the food here is definately not appetiting at all. y do i hate this place so much? i hav no idea, mayb bcoz of its so called famouss and delicious foods are totally opposite with their reputation. who grant them such a nice reputation huh? tasty chicken rice ball? yummy special wan tan mee?they all are tasteless and some are really hard to suit my appetite at all. haiz..been living here since 2005, the 1st wan tan mee i tried was in mmu corner, how come a dry wan tan mee will mixed up wif chili sos? this is so ugly 'special'..~! not my bowl of wan tan mee thou. ppl here are hard to communicate wif too..i stil remember i went to visit my fren's house durin alpha time. they all talked in hokkien while i was a dummy there jus keep smilling. when his grandma asked me sumthin in hokkien which i dun really understand with, i was like "...................". not til my fren told me wat his grandma was trying to tell me. ok,fine..hav to get used wif it no matter how. this is bcoz, most of my fren they all know it well therefore i hav to learn it well. "chio bu" the only word can pops up in my mind. haha...btw, i'm sweating while typing this blog lo. my promise to my dear frens, 2 yrs to go for our dream destination->maldives! go go go!!yeah!!

GoT tO beLiEve iN mAgiC~

last saturday was semblance night which organized by ITS of MMU Melaka. Its mostly dedicated to the final student who going to graduate soon and enough. most of my coursemates and friends were gathered there. 4 something under the hot & spicy sun, i went to town for makeup and hairset. it took me about 1 and a half hour to complete the process and then i was heading to the Rannaissance hotel. i met up with lily,janice and siang ying once i step into the hotel lobby. i was so excited to take picture with them as we have never hang out together like this before. everyone there were look familiar to me, someone that i recognize their faces but not so close with. someone nice to me but barely are my acquintances. all the girls were wearing gorgeously and amazingly stunning to each other. the night was full with entertainment show like magic show, fashion show and etc..i can't stop myself of keep taking photos with my friends. after the night we went to arena as my 1st time to go there. it was crowded, everybody were enjoying the music in there while someone is having fight at the other side of the club. few mins after, policeman were arrive to the scene and everyone was rushing out to the entrance. no one wish to get involved with such trouble right? therefore we have to stop our plan and turn to pure bar. what a lovely night~~

rush rush rush

everythin is on the rush. yet i dun hav the fear of the arriving date of fyp submission. why? i don't know..coming friday would be my bad day ever as i prepare nothing much for my works. sigh..assignments berlambak..how could i manage to clear all this out within 1 week time? i was rushing yesterday til forgot to get my room key out from my room. sms my roomate awkwardly jus wan to get the key from her. she walked all the way long frm lib bek to ixora to pass me the key. wat u think i was feeling tat time??awkward?happy?grateful? no way! i feel like i'm always the trouble maker! bring troubles to ppl all the time. sigh again.. and thn last nite went dinner wif frens, jus to discuss sum1's birthday celebration plan. v din act plan well as v hav no idea how to celeb for her. jus normal lo, go sing k, makan, n hav fun! haha...coming saturday is our big day-->semblance nite. bet every1 is ready wif their appearance on tat nite and ready to pay for any expanses jus to look great for the nite. haha..me either..hope every1 will b njoy the nite and hav fun all around wif our frens..gtg rush for my class lo..rush rush rush..!!tata..

crazy niteZzz..

last nite was cls event-mircos composing song nite. went there to support my fren. the songs they sang were really impressive. like it though. and today, i've been staying in my room for the whole daytime.and thn got class at 6pm so went for it and dined wif PS after class. v both walked to dhanyas to have our meal and i ordered another extra bubur manis after meal which cause my stomarch feels super uneasy. therefore i came out a crazy plan to her all of a sudden. i suggested to walk to jusco while v can digest our food in stomarch. tot my plan would be rejected but end up PS agreed wif me. haha..sumore she suggested to watch movie since v heading there. so, v bek to ep to get things prepared and started our nite jouney to MBO. v reached MBO exhaustedly and lastly din go for a movie. walked to jj and bought some junk foods there as well. v took a desert in jj too. ordered the cake in secret recipe and share it wif each other. after desert session and the shopping in jj super market, v walked bek to bkt.beruang once again. i nvr expect my nite would b spent by walking to jj but thn really thanks to PS coz at least it can ease my tension recently even though i'm stil havin my stress rite now. although tired yet i did njoy it. i like to do sumthin crazy n beyond the border, so come n challenge me wif any harsh challenges ba..! i'm ready for it! kaka...so tired..go nap awhile 1st. zhou tao!