Blog Resurrection!

Hmm..after few years and the recent online blogs i've read from some strangers, they have once again revive me the spirit of blogging and of coz, the fun of uploading photos, fun of telling my real life stories to the public (though this isn't really eye-catching) ^^

Anyhow I am eager to tell you all about my roller coaster life story which full with ups and downs. My recent life isn't really cool because of the continuous midnight job for the last 2 weeks. It makes me feel tired and sleepy during my daily work. Ain't so cool at all. Doing the task which i have no interest and never experience before is killing me. Even i don't know what the heck i suppose to do and stay til late nite everyday and go to work early of morning next day. This for sure isn't the life i would go for!
Down to the earth, we all humans are just fight for living, live for nothing. No point to keep mourning in here. Here i come to keep my bloggies right onto the track once again! hoooya~

F.R.I.E.N.D

sumthin wrong in me..i cried when sing k with frens today. we sang a song call 'FRIEND' which sang by Zhou Hua Jian. at that moment i feel like fren is so important to me to care for and i can't bear of losing them. i duno why...there is so many words i wan to tell pei san but so bad we are not the only 2 hanging out. one of my fren has jus broke up with his gf,and therefore the purpose of having this gathering is mostly to comfort him and cheer him up. yet we managed to accomplish our mission..yeah! hope he is doing alrite soon. its 12.44am rite now..time to sleep and bid gdbye to internet world. gd nitez..

trouble is a fren

i had a big transformation lately. from an ordinary gal into extraordinary gal. why do i say so? i duno actually. but i can feel it. even my mum told me the same thing. she said i've changed. changed? in term of? -- my hot temper. i feel so tired, tired of my work while i jus worked for 4 months ++. regret to step my foot into IT field. but once i'm in, there is always no U-turn. fren gathering always dismiss without a good reason in the end. feeling disappointed on them. you know wat?? i am really TIRED..!!

rainy nite

10.55pm, home. today was a normal day to me while working. keep scratching my head on server build thingy. luckily got senior willing to teach and KT. awhile later,manager came to my place and ask for the progress. i feel blessed for all ppl around me. they are caring and nvr mean on passing those knowledges to me. keep giving me the chance to explore the things which i nvr encountered b4. some of my colleagues are cute too..they are nice, and frenly. but some of them, i better keep a certain distance from them. anyhow, i njoy my working life rite now and looking further to myself. how far i can go beyond and how strengthful i am when handling those troublesome tasks. gd nitez every1..time for me to sleep again. goin to meet dear this weekend..hope i will njoy our dating and jus b wif him peacefully.~ nitez..

learned sumthin

i've learned sumthin from sum1 today.. do not ever express ur dissatisfaction in ur blog entry especially when u have no idea who is reading ur blog rite now.. scary..but, i suppose blogging is the only way can be the real us? vent out everythin tat you not contented and release your anger? sigh....wat can i say more? S.T.U.P.I.D lo.... feel so down now..can't concentrate on anythin..workload getting more and more and feel pressure. presure not from my boss but from my dear colleague. the more conflict she make wif my team the more suffer i am.. which side should i stand for? godness..btw, tonite nit to pray 7 jie. grandma insist me to pray >.<'' duno y.. so i off la..tata..

SHort TerM MemOrY

OMG!! lately i've been bothered by those so called "password"!! my godness...know y? my work, lots of passwordSSS got to be bear in mind. frankly, none of them are set in my mind rite now. hterefore, i've jot them down in a notepad which i am not suppose to do so. bt for my own sake, its just to play safe for myself. but AGAIN, i've forgotten my maybank account and its LOCKED! due to the security purposes..WTH...~!~@~ i have to go to the bank to unlock my account entirely.. tot my day wasn't black after all, but.......jus found out my VM machine is once again locked due to my poor lousy memory..i lost everything in it.. i was like... DAMN!! what happened to me lately? getting older or over stress of my work? it can't be..i'm stil young wei...im only 22(goin to be 23). i am wondering should i get some treatment,therapy in order to boost up my memorizing power? hmm...or, or i miss my Uni life so much keep on recalling bek those moments i spent wif frens? bf? the ppl i hate? i have no life style ever since i started my 1st day work in hp. my daily routine, 8.30am sitting in front of pc, on msn, browse fb for few moment, and start to work. 5.50pm, not yet finish my work coz of my freshness to the office. have to catch up 1 by 1 and digest it against my will. meeting? three times a week, 3 hours each to get me involved. and yet, my the only rest day of the week, --> NONE. 7 days work in d office, facing the same pc, same faces, and same toilet. >.<' sat & sun aren't my favourite day anymore. they are my unofficial work day instead.. my boss:" good motion,keep it up!." me:" =.=' "
i really boring towards my lifestyle rite now, nothin more i can do but keep working and earn money. i wish to bring my mum for traveling, i wish to own a pda phone, i wish i can wear variety of pretty clothes to work, i wish i can build up a good relationship wif all colleagues, i wish no company politics in my office, i wish our country is virus free( say NO to H1N1), i wish my life can spark up and not that dull at all. i wish to go US too......i wish to go KLIA to board on a plane, go everywhere i want to..i am dreaming obviously~~by the way, stil trying hard to get into my VM machine, attempt failure..does any1 know the solution without reformat everythin over again? i am so sick of reformating pc la wei....ish..

njoying my woring hour in office by blogging here

03.44pm hp tower,damansara
i am physiacally sitting in front of my pc typing, pretending that i am busy with my office work. but, i am mentally concentrating to my blog here. haha...what a fuuny worker i am in hp here. today went to office as usual, bumped into my colleagues while waitingfor the bus to come and fetch us. i was not daring to go infront
of them to chat. this is becasue she looked too fierce to me everytime i was trying to approach to her. when reach to the office,my id card could not scan through, therefore my senior asked me to go to security unit to ask for assistance. again here's the same probto me, he told me that the id card holder's name was not belong to me.i was like, huh? u serious? again wat should i obtain doesn't belong to me once again? it make me recall bek my dear tm technician has installed the worng regis name of the telephone at my home last time.so SWEAT!~but thanks to god, it settled within few mins and i get up to the office and start my work today. instead of saying my work, i would say start to day dreaming once again in office. so far there is no work for me to get involved, so i just keep sitting in front of the pc, browsing web and continue pretending to be a hardworking hp employee. i was having meeting at 10am this morning, mainly discuss about the definition of local domain, global group, universal group.and of coz, our trainer was LOO(same surname wif me. abit of warm feeling whenever i see him. might come from the same family.)hahaha..
okok, stop crapping. let me refresh, local domain - local user account within the local group. global group - e.g erricson account. its member servers are allowed to retrieve data from each other but must within its own account.universal group - combination of variety of global groups for differ accounts. there is some restrictions for the universal group by the way, it can only applied to native mode(windows 2003) while for the universal group which set up in windows 2000&03 can only applied to mixed mode. not sure is my explanation correct or not, but at least i sould still recall a little bit of wat i learned for today. haha...not to forget, i nit to re-clarify for my previous blog entry. in there i was saying hp is a place where we can relax and njoy ur life. but it isn't the way i was meant to! "if u manage to survive in hp working environment, you wil survive in every work field in
the future! " my senior advise to me again. =.= is that true btw? i need to work durin weekend ar, what do u think thn? 2 weeks continously..not sure the week after nxt week i will free from OT or not. sigh...