追梦

前几天刚得悉AA居然停飞前往NZ的航班，真的让我感到晴天霹雳！我的天啊！为什么在我一切快要就绪的时候却又让我停泄不济呢？虽然感到有点懊恼与气馁，可是我并没有因而放弃我的“追梦”。我会再接再厉的。对自己说要勇敢面对一切问题，能够用钱解决的问题就绝对不是问题！大不了就再买过飞机票咯。
今天还要做工到蛮夜的，然后还要去接老妹放学。应该也会折腾一整天了。加油吧，kiki。
昨天与yp会面，在MidValley兑换美金，要为我们的SL trip 做准备。她对我一直不停说了许多泄气的话，让我几乎有点想破口大骂：“要是那么怕死，怕这个那个的倒不如别去！总好过在这里一直听你挣说些气馁的话！” 不过我还是阻止自己说出口，也不想与她闹得不欢而散。唯有让她继续说下去而我也尽量说些鼓励的话语咯。
现在我只能想到四个字 - 真是“好事多磨” 啊~~~~~~

姐妹日

刚过的周末我与py,chien,khiem下到了芙蓉替我们多年甚少联络对方的漂亮新娘-lai ling作准备,做姐妹花。嘻嘻。。原本很怕会冷场与让Lai ling失望，不过overall都不错啦。新郎还蛮搞笑的。而我第一次做姐妹也了解些许，做姐妹原来还可以赚钱！真的很不错哦。。废话不多说，让我现上少许照片为证吧！


好可爱的新娘气球模型勒！


一对新人的小小心意。 =)



嘻嘻。。姐妹们让我拿起我最喜欢的绿色气球哦。。好兴奋哦。新郎就要来咯！


姐妹花环手套。 好喜欢。


我们中骗了！原想说新郎的兄弟只有10个。Manatau.... =.= 多出五个耶！有点让我们姐妹招架不住。不过一切还在我们掌控之内，顺利拿下不少的开门利是哦！耶！

好样的！

好样的！ 我终于被受承认啦！！我的ITIL V3 Foundation终于终于成功过关！有惊无险，好在。。好在。。嘻嘻。今天的我显得特别的轻松，可能是星期五的关系吧。。待会儿还要去MidValley与佩仪她们会面，一想到塞车的画面不禁让我感到退缩一阵子。哎，来着的这个礼拜我即将成为伴娘哦，有点期待兴奋可也有点胆怯。好怕不能把气氛推倒顶点（我的新娘朋友未免太看得起我了吧 =.=）不管了，作好自己最重要。别管淑女不淑女，反正我在她们的面前就是扮演着好玩的角色啦。豁出了！
接下来要准备的当然是将要来临的斯里兰卡之旅咯！我要开开心心去旅行！所以一定不能被任何事情给难过。当中最重要的是千万是不能让他的计划得逞！努力告诉自己一定一定要死撑到年尾，在我准备向纽西兰出发前一定不能出状况。记住记住啊！卢韦琪，你绝对不能向他投降。Bluekkkkk.....要我认输？慢慢等吧你！

呆呆的一天

上了一整天的课，脑袋开始有点不灵活了。待会儿还要开会。。虽然有点发闷，可是办公室里也出奇的宁静。。大概是下班时间过了许久吧。。不想把烦恼统统写在这里，只想说心灵好累好累。。也很空虚。。今天也过得不怎么样，上课还蛮专心的哦！再过几天我就要去旅行咯，好期待。只是，我的旅费。。唉。。。让我老爸给那去了，不晓得能否在我出发前要回来不。。悲哀。。我的人生里最近除了黑暗，也算是土灰色的了。难过。。可是有一句名言我倒是常记在脑里-日子难过天天过 - 没有什么比失去生命来得严重，所以我一定要让自己幸福快乐 :) 再次为自己加油吧！加油加油！

谷点

最近过得可好？好想好想开口问他。可是有口难言这回我是真的能够体会到了。原以为一直把自己弄得很忙很忙想让自己忙得透不过气来，这样我就不会一直想着他了。很笨，是吧？答应自己不会在傻下去，要努力增值自己不要再回想过去！接着的这几天我都会去上课哦，ITIL Process Management. 没听说吧? 嘻嘻。。两天的课程第三天就要上战场咯。。真是刺激勒。。！加油加油！千万别像上次那样糗。。神灵保佑啊。。

NZ.... Here i come come come!!!

Yes! I made a NO U-turn to myself. The moment I click "Submit" meaning to say I am 100% sure and ready to pursue my dream. I read a book recently called - Stop wasting time and start your life by Jeffrey Combs. I wanted to stay self-encouraged all the time thats why i think this book is suits me to read. The book talked about what and how is a procrastinator to be. and of course, I am no doubt one kind of the procrastinator - Big-deal chaser.
I found out in my past 20++ years of life, I've been day dreaming a lot. An ordinary girl who always think that she is somewhat special, unique than the others and always dream in her own fantasy world land. In fact, she is just a normal yet common down to earth human being who is just staying in a hectic city - Kuala Lumpur. The more i read this book, the more relaxing I feel. Hmm..I would say release instead of relax.. I've been gone thru a massive struggle just like my last previous post entry. I felt envy and jealous to my team mate on her work dedication, professionalism, passionate that she has towards her work. But try to calm myself down and not to over-rate myself with her capability.
Everyone has their own talent. I might not capable as she is but I do have other space/skills which could definitely win her more :) not trying to become the best among all but to be my own best! Still figuring how would this saying affect my philosophy of VL life in near future but I am learning to transforming myself from a big-deal chaser into a recovering productive procrastinator =)
That is why, I made a NO U-turn as mentioned earlier. I decided to start off my NZ journey on this coming December(my brithday month =p) I wish to have a different birthday celebration for myself  in this year of 2012! and.....i've booked the air ticket (AA again...oh no...) and get myself always ready whenever decision made up to my mind. No more delay and excuses!

waaa....little sheeps are waiting for my arrival!! can't wait... 


Breath-taking scenes in Nz o....

Damn!

I feel demotivated once again. Sometimes I do envy on her notability towards our job. Yes, no doubt she is the primary contact on this, and I am just the backup of hers. Feel like there would be no different even though I did not exist in this team. Then what's the point I'm still staying here? Really wish to go..especially go away from  him! I hate him vigorously!!!!! The more he says he loves me the more I hate him! Not just because of work related, personal related but is everything he did for me is a massive tragedy to me!
Mr.Loo was right, I am not a risk taker but a coward who always think of fleeing away from the cruel faith. Sigh.. it seems like working in such pressure lifestyle isn't suit me at all, I would rather go for a stray journey. See, this is how playful I am...isshhh...