*my 2nd vAlenTinE's day*

hmm..can't think of anythin to share with but my valentine day wif dear. hehe.. on the day of 14th Feb, a well-known day in this global, its a special day for the couples to celeb and express their love to each other. those who in love, celeb for the longevity of their love. and to those who is stil single, it is the day for them to express and show their love to the loved one. before the come of 2008's valentine, i was to think that this day is not as special as wat i expect. yet, when the reach of 14-02-2008, i had totally changed my mind. it is a day for gals to recieve gifts, for them to get the best treatment frm their bf ever..ahahaha..is might sounds not true to some1 but at least it did applied on me. haha..for this yr valentine, dear has brought me to a reataurant called havana cafe. it was fully booked by all the couples tat nite(love is in the air everywhere, everytime and to everyone).kekeke...n thn dear was expectedly using his old strategy to leave d table and bring the flowers to me once again. (exactly same as last yr) but stil, i was shocked and touched by his deed. n this yr, he gave a cute yet trendy watch to me,with the colour i like. i am so happy for that..really get touched and went speechless the time i unwraped the gift. our dishes were amazing as well. they cut the hashbrown in a LOVE shape, and we was cheers with a glass of red wine too. v had had a nice chat under this so in-love restaurant together. after the meal v rushed for the movie. it was so hilarious. dear booked the thai movie 'ong bak' as our valentine day movie. at 1st i was a bit =.=, but i stil like it no matter wat. as long as can stay wif dear n hav a great moment together. the movie only last for 1hour++,less than 1 and a half hour i guess. thn v went to the ice house to eat ice kacang. v walked all the way long between DP and MP. it was fantastic..and memorable moment to me for sure. after the ice kacang, v decided to go back for a rest as v had no idea where to go after all. u know la, mlk is such a boring place to me. i really appreciate the moment v been together, although its jus a short while. but my mind will nvr get rid of those sweet moment,not until my mind has stop functioning..its a normal day to others, but its a special to me.

blogging some1's blog

i've been reading some of my ex-colleagues's blog lately. and i found out it is interesting to read her blog. with the proper and impressive language that she using in her blog, i feel like mine is nothing at all compare to hers. how i wish i could blog something funny, interesting as what she does. but due to my poor english level, i think its kinda hard for me to do so. i'm trying to make my blog as readable as possible,but don't think can reach the aim though. just as what i did for my fyp report for last sem. i still remember what the lecturer told me. he told me that my report was just average and did not satisfy his needs. i was so down and despaired. another thing i get impressed on my colleague is the gut she has. she dares to reveal her privacy to the public without hiding any. somemore she is genius in programming language. it makes me even more jealous on her. right now i'm in library,this is because i don't really want back to hostel and stay with my roomate. instead of saying she is bad to staying with,i will say that i don't dare to stay with her. especially we both in the room without talking with each other. i really hate that kind of feeling. by the way, i'm glad that dear has back from training and we are studying together for this last sem once again. but still, i'll be alone sometime which makes me feel sad. i would think of the non-sense once again. then end up have an arguement with dear. as what my colleague said, life’s interesting and mine is exciting, tiring, confusing… much to happen, much to see, much to experience, much to analyse, much to remember, much to sense, much to evaluate, much to write…its my life!..thanks to her advise..its enlighten me up!

12th day of CNY

today is the 12th day of CNY. had had a lou sang dinner with my bunch of frens last nite in bei zhan. it was great to spend my time wif them together. although in between there were sum unexpectated sadness happened to me. yet i managed to handle it simply. i'm really emo lately ever since the day i feel guilty towards sum1. haiz...jus went to meet wif my fyp supervisor, feeling nervous b4 meeting him. i scare of his shooting skill btw. tot of getting shoot when the meeting,but end up chatting nicely to me instead..make me even more worry abt my sys le,..stil thinking of goin bek kl later. should i go bek today or tomolo?indeed, i feel like wan to teman dear awhile more in mlk here. forget it, i jus feel like its been a long time i nvr blog anythin rite here. that is y i'm trying to get sumthin to say it here. hehe...anyway, hav a great day ahead every1..~ c ya..

fighting n struggling

morning paper has been screwed up by me once again. wore my contact lense and went for exam but turn up my eye get sored. =.= it keep giving me the warning signal that i've should not wear it today. question for the paper today was so so unpredictable. fill in the blank i could only managed to get 2 correct out of 5. .what the... mostly based on our own opinion and own judgement. really hate this kind of question. this is because, i hate to think n analyze the question. how nice if it is just a direct and straight to the point question..but seems my result for this sem will never helps to pull up my cgpa again. i feel so down all of a sudden. it has makes me no mood to cont with the paper tomolo. jus want to nag at myself for the mistakes i had done. 1 more sem for me to go in mmu. can't i just present the best of me within this few months time? after all it would be my brightful day ever.. haha...jkjk.. so boring~~~~~my housemates they all ady finished their paper. i'm the last who sit for the final. keep seeing they goin bek 1 by 1, such a bad feeling heading towards me. :( almost end of sem 2 in my delta yr, hopefully my day would come 1 day..i can achieve wat i dream for and every1 happy wif their own ending after this may(to my classmates).. all the best to us..god bless every1 who stay in this world.. PEACE..

another brand new day has come

finals are ongoing in the very 1st month of 2009,and 1 has down on yesterday. now another fight for TIT and TPA. have i get ready? the ans will always be NO! this is the study culture of MMU whereby students are tend to start their revision in the very last minute. thats y i am a typical student of MMU. haha... library is always fully booked in this peak season. very 'lak gu' til students have to wake up early in the morning and wait for it opens jus to get a seat in it. some even kind enuf to reserve the seats for their frens. study together, make noise together and lol together. library security guards are just to continue their job without stoping students from making niose. an ideal security guard with full responsible. =.= i wonder how is the library in other campus look like, wil they allow student to chit chat in it but not to study quietly? MMU library is just like a pasar siang dan malam. noises are everywhere, everytime. u can't avoid from it no matter which corner u hide in library. btw, few more days to go for my trimester break + CNY holiday. ask me how am i goin to fully utilize it? good question, the regular ans would be ->FYP! have to bear wif it til graduate on this coming august. am i manage to pass thru it? based on wat i have screwed up in my fyp 1st phase, i have no longer provide any confidence level to myself. this is because i am really zha and lazy. what to do? keep on going lo as the thing wil stil happen no matter how. the thing i can only do is to duplicate my sighness, despairness. sigh..~

my big day!

yesterday was my 22nd big day! i had had a bad sleep d day b4 the come of my birthday. why? hp keep 'yelling' at me non-stop. fren's birthday wishes has nvr stop til now. i'm so pleased to receive any single wish frm each of them. means they blessing me with their whole heart which makes me get touched al the time. although no cake celeb this yr, no special moment this yr, yet i feel so peace to pass my 22nd yr old birthday this yr. of coz, i feel glad to b wif dear during my birthday time. but the peacefulness not cum frm dear but frm the bottom of my heart. jus like the normal day i gone thru lo. nothin much special..i went to uncle's house to celeb early christmas last nite, n we all get the christmas present frm uncle n aunty. thanks to them. i received a formal shirt frm them which i not really fond of. coz of its color is so dull..not suit my type. haha..but anyway, really big thanks to them. may i hav a grand yet happy christmas this yr.. happy happy christmas to all~~~!! :)

my bad day

today was so irritating+hectic. woke up at 8sumthin thn went to campus early jus to print out my fyp. b4 tat i tot paper not provided for the printing therefore i bought a 10 bucks of the indah kiat paper n 4 bucks of cds. thn forgot to bring the printing approval form so hav to get bek ixora again. when get into the lab, the technician told me paper is provided up to 300 pages!~ wth!! @!##@ printed out at last n thn went for binding, bought the blue cover of the fyp in fist office. i tot everythin was heading fine n smooth. when cum to 2.30pm, went to meet my 'dear' supervisor. he was on the call so hav to wait outside of his room.almost 20mins waiting thn only managed to get into his room. end up scolded me by asking me y din i attach the meeting log as appendix. i tot every meeting log has to b original tats y dun dare to attach into the report 1st ma. manatau kena marah pulak@#@!#..swt..so i rushed to photostat the meeting logs again thn only submit to him. tot of nothin more once i handed it to him, but thn, more probs has encoutered to me after waz i rushed n busy for..haiz...wats more? minor mistakes in the report lo. i'm so so damn careless til din even notice where the mistakes are. but y? i would only found out only when i ady submitted? is this the real me? i hate it so much!hopefully things would b fine after tomolo..no more worries for the report can i? ans is no, this is jus the begining of my bad luck.. :( my godness..