Monday, December 5, 2011

5 Dec

Dec 5. I just realized how special this day is. A day started the new chapter of my life on yr 2007. It was a dark night with menthol glowing everywhere, fountains splashing everywhere in MBSB (can't recall the correct name of the hall) 
We both walked to the side stone chair and started our long waited topic. I was in nerved and my sound was shaking uncontrollably. This day wasn't the 1st day we started the official relationship, but this was the 1st day we revealed our feelings to each other. We have been sms to each other frequently, out together, and play together.  I could barely remember the outcome of our topic was pending. Because there were few factors which we might need to take a deep consideration before we both can stay together. And ended up we have our official 1st day on 8th Dec 2007 and had had lots fun,laughter, quarrel together. Haha...Those were the days..
Though now this story isn't the present tense anymore, but certainly it will always be the memories which is the most important chapter for my life. I wish...I wish....Memory of every single Decembers will be last forever....
I don't want to have any hurtful life experience in my love path can? I am just an ordinary girl overall..I wish to be with someone I love and wish to love him wholeheartedly by willing to sacrifice what I could do for him. I don't want to be manizer ar!!!
by V.L







Monday blue


OMG... Its Monday. Woke up early in the morning to send my sis for class. So I arrived earlier to office than usual. Fall asleep not even sit longer than 1 hour at my desk. My eyes keep closing the eyelids and this is killing me! I wish there is a bed nxt for me to zzZzzzzZzz now....
Last weekends, Sat - Went for Ballet class as usual. Bought my Ballet attire at last! though it looks normal and common, but this is my big achievement! Happy ^^
And yesterday, Sunday. I went to mum's saloon for the eyebrow tattoo appointment. I have made a huge mistake in my entire life - eyebrow tattoo. It was hurtful when the lady uses that stitches to stitch uncontrollably on your poor eyebrow. She told me I am allergy towards the narcotic she applied onto my eyebrow. And that causes my 2 side eyebrows looked bulky..and an obvious difference skin color on my skin. :( But since this is my early birthday gift from mum, so I am happy with it though it does look weirdo =p  I love you, Mum... BIG muackssss.....
After the painful session, I went for a movie (You are my apple of .....**can't really remember the full name of the movie) with xx. After the massive +ve comments posted on web and highly recommended by frens, so I decided to have a glance on it. Sadly I am not a girl who graduated from co-ex high school and therefore I do not actually get touched by its story. But  what I can obtain through out this whole movie was a lesson to tell things would not always an U-turn for you to go for, that's why we must deeply appreciate what we are having around us all the time. Just like I have missed out the person I love the most in my entire life due to my stupidity before, so I have to make sure I would not repeat the same anymore.
We went for dinner right after the movie. We walked and talked not that often, there was a silent whenever I couldn't find any topic to chat with. I feel awkward, but the feelings towards him have never changed. Though the feelings are remained, but I am no longer assure the person who stand right in front of me is the right man i should go for by risking my whole future life. I am a coward, I could think of many -ve consequences which might/going to happen if we are getting back together. So so so many obstacles we have to go through and I know for sure I won't be able to cope it easily. Sometimes I do feel he doesn't really bother about our 'relationship' that much till I have discouraged by his motionless deed towards me.
I always remind myself, his motionless is because he is tired of me and our 'relationship'. Ain't play this game with me no more, which is true! I can't even promise or guarantee I can bring him 100% happiness. For what I am dying to be with him still? I am not qualified. Please wake up Vxx Lxx!!!
- by V.L -

Friday, December 2, 2011

A place where never think of paying a visit

Sri Manjung. An rural area which situated near to Setiawan, Perak. I got my mission to be accomplished in such a small tiny town. Colleague and I were heading towards north of M'sia for presentation. The work we had worked harshly have to present on that day. Show time~
I took some pics along the journey to Manjung. Blue skies were waving towards our sight view all the time and it was fascinating. I even managed to see the sun ray towards the greenery hills and forest. I was so lucky to have a glance on it. But too bad, the pics quality from my phone + my car's mirror dust were blocking the reality of scenic views.


On the newly developed High way - LATAR

 
Few kilometers away from our destination of the day - Sri Manjung


Like this pic so much..


Pic (ii)


Found this accidentally in the market store. This piggybank reminds my childhood memories.........

People there are nice and friendly. I wasn't able to feel the usual jealousy, wicked smiles where I simply meet one in KL from this tiny place. The big boss looked friendly too..He was supposed to bring us for a meal after the hard works we have done (and yes! we have made it through finally!). But sadly my colleague was so eager to rush home and we have rejected his offer in the end :( (thought of having a real good time in Manjung)
After the goodbye with Manjung, we head to Teluk Intan a.k.a Anson. A place where the famous inclined building located at. I was suggesting to have the famous Teluk Intan Chu Cheong Fun for dinner and unexpectedly my colleague was willing to go for it. Lol... With the help of the informative GPS, we managed to locate the destination (yippie). Tabao some for family and then we were heading to another food destination in Bidor =.='' - the yummillicious "Herbal Duck Mee". The price for the duck mee isn't cheap at all, cost about rm9 per serving.


 This shop is the original Teluk Intan Chu Cheong Fun founder


Yummy..yummy~

Though our mission of the day has been completed without any major issues, but lots more for us to work on it still. I sigh.... and praying the final roll out can be done asap so I won't suffer anymore. And of course, after the lesson today, I will be more smart in future! Won't do and agree this kind of stupid thing anymore!
by V.L

Friday, November 25, 2011

Cambodia - July 2010 (part I)

Went off for Cambodia. A place full with majestic old building from the ancient kingdom. I can merely note down some of our itinerary here since it was a story happened a yr ago (due to my poor memory constraint. hehe..)
We went for 7 days in total. First day to start off out journey, Mr.Cxxxx came all the way from Malacca at wee hour to pick me up to go to LCCT together. We had our must-go corner (McDonald's freak) to fill up our stomach before on board to the plane.


- Sky view early in the morning, breathtaking -


- and finally, here we go! The land of Cambodia, Siem Reap International Airport of Cambodia.. -

First thing to do when arrive was to look for our Mr.Tour guide + tuk tuk driver for our whole stay in Siem Reap who we have booked earlier - Mr.Sam.
He welcomed us with warmth-hearted smile and that's where we started our journey to discover Cambodia! Excited-nya~..

1st stop to go was our guesthouse - Bou Savvy. This place is nice! Staff there were friendly too. I like the truthfulness of Cambodian. After few hours rest in Guesthouse, Sam brought us to the well-known tourism spot - AngKor Wat. We bought the 3 days pass for the compound visit.

 
- Tiny me with the magnificent sculptured building which left by ancestor -


- Fall in love with the blue sky in Cambodia. It was fascinating for sure! -


- can you feel the awesomeness of the art of sculpture? and they all are still clearly visible -

I wish to upload more pics about my 1st day in Siam Reap in here. But sadly the whole version of photos ain't locate in my pc now. So i have to recall my 1st day without showing pics. Apology for that.....

1st day of the Angkor wat visit has ended with tiredness. But we did not miss any single moment of their night life activities in Siem Reap town. So we decided to walk all the way from our Guesthouse to the town centre. We enjoyed the tranquility and peaceful night time in Siem Reap, and the warmth smiles from the people, I can't merely describe my feeling here without you to have a real experience to this land. So, be sure to tick Cambodia as one of your travel list. ^^
We tried the local cuisines, handcrafts as souvenirs, and many more exciting moments. I miss those time alot and alot to be frank.. - First day ended-
by V.L




Coming weekends














Coming weekends activities:
i) Sat - Team building in Kepong FRIM (whole day event, have to gather at Cyber before 7.30am early in the morning)
ii) Sun - whole day birthday celebration for friend in Melacca (day trip, so have to depart early in the morning to get her a surprise)
iii) Mon - Public holiday in Malaysia. My replacement class for Ballet has set to odd timing (mid of day time) really jialat.
Above schedules might full with programmes and lots of fun. In fact, i prefer to stay home and enjoy my peaceful weekends rather than above.
** Today's lunch break was longer than usual (typical Friday for Malaysia work force culture i suppose) so i had mine in a hidden place. I found the place there is tranquil, eating alone isn't that bad and lonely indeed. But the food was just moderate rating. I went to nearby Giant after my peaceful lunch, dangling around the place and was enjoying sole windows shopping. Though it was just a quick one. Hehe..
Oh ya, today is as well the last day of my workshop training and our trainer is leaving M'sia tonight. He is so eager to step back his homeland and reunite with his beloved wife and family. Everyone in the class could sense that. He is a nice guy, but....hmm..somehow i do think that he is abit un-friendly.. Might becoz of my self-autistic effect gua..but anyway, who cares??  -  by V.L

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Symantec Training

Whole week of Symantec Training makes me feel like dying. Lots to digest and lots more works are flowing into my secured area (i could sense that). Many many concerns about work lately but i do not want to share it out here. My blog will only share out the happy yet simple life stories of mine. Hmm..frens are getting married 1 by one. Invitation cards are coming to my hands one by one. Feel happy though, at least i could get a chance to dress up myself nicely and enjoy the restaurant dishes which i rarely taste them at common. Lol..but $$ oso spend alot for this month.
Can't wait for the X'mas on next month. Seeing some shops are having the X'mas ambiance make me feel great. But its sad too. Meaning my birthday is just around the corner. :( My 2xth. Aiks... Nothing huge happened during this week. Its the last week of Nov 2011. Kind of upset coz time passes really fast! I haven't set my goal of life to myself on the coming 2012 though.
Initial goal plan of 2012 (hehe...):
- Travel to Sri Lanka
- Able to apply NZ visa and depart at the end of the yr
- able to put myself happy every day and cut off my hot temper
- able to start up my online garments business
are these considered as goals of life ar? Seems like abit ambitionless. haha... typical VL

Monday, November 21, 2011

A place with memories

I went for friend's wedding on last Sunday which every couples are eager to have their big day on such a memorable yet special day [20.11.2011]. Not really sure how special the day was actually. Lol... So i drove all the way from KL to Melaka (a place for me to recall all the sweet&bitter memories) for the wedding lunch.
     After a night which i was able to sleep for not more than 5 hours, drove to Tropicana City Mall to pick up Auyong, my best buddy during high school where we always being known as "couple" at those days). Had my quick breakfast in Uncle John inside the shopping centre, and then we started our journey to the south. We talked alot about our recent life stories, jokes, and had had lots of fun along the journey.
     1.30pm sharp arrived destination. It is a golf club located at a place call Jasin. Believe not so well-known to the public. But poor both of us have waited for almost 2 hours by sitting there and do nothing just to wait for the food to be served. My bride friend, May. She was my ex EP housemate when i was study in College. Not really into her gang but appreciate what she has contribute to her wedding invitation very much.. Wishing all the best to her marriage ^^
     Met Miss Mel and she told me that she is currently working in KL centre and still staying in Seremban. Abit shock when knowing she need to travel far long from Seremban to work in kl every day. We did not finish the wedding meal till the end of the event. Went off in the middle of the way coz we both really feel bored and couldn't wait for our "short" shopping spree......kakaka..
     We went to MP afterwards, thats where i spent my $$ without second thought. =.= The familiarity when steping into the MP compound has revived me those memories once again. My tears dropped unattended on every corner i passed by. After the treat from Auyong in Starbucks, i brought her to the gogo jetty. She was amazed by the night scene over there. I was once again feeling sad coz the fun, the ppl i've came across has now changed. We sat down and enjoy the peaceful of the night. But it started to rain when we were about to order our drinks. Lol..
     Get home at about 11pm++. Feel exhausted after a long journey and my back is aching now! =.=''