Received a call from my "Grandpa Loo" 2 days ago. It has been such a long time we have never meet up each other. Appreciate on his concern about my recent life and of course, we chit chat alot as usual. He provided alot so call "advises" to me as usual, telling me about his point of view, his funny stories and etc...and I've told him about my NZ plan.
He was somewhat disagree with my decision to work and holiday in NZ. He claimed that I am just a problem runner who is trying to run away from the mess here. Can't deny that this is part of the reason why I am eager to leave M'sia. But I would say this has been my dream ever since I was in high school, ever since I have my 1st dream in my life! How could he say that this isn't good and useless for me?? I was a little bit shock by what he said. But in the end, I respect his points.
Cousin who was just get back from NZ few days ago has seemed different entirely. I can't really recognized it was him who waving his hand towards me during our family dinner last night. Seek some living info in NZ from him and I can feel the difficulties as well as the challenges to stay there for a couple of months time. By myself alone! Totally independent from family! Woah...! Though my mind is telling me not to take the risk, I might even get defeated by the self-independance simply, but yet I would not turn down my dream! There is NO WAY to let me go off my dream easily!
Since NZ is still 1 yr long to go for me from now, I think I would better concentrate to my incoming March SL's trip la! Everything hasn't finalize yet...aiks...headache really. Accommodation, transportation arrangement, places to visit and etc...
TBC...
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