Sunday, December 21, 2008

my big day!

yesterday was my 22nd big day! i had had a bad sleep d day b4 the come of my birthday. why? hp keep 'yelling' at me non-stop. fren's birthday wishes has nvr stop til now. i'm so pleased to receive any single wish frm each of them. means they blessing me with their whole heart which makes me get touched al the time. although no cake celeb this yr, no special moment this yr, yet i feel so peace to pass my 22nd yr old birthday this yr. of coz, i feel glad to b wif dear during my birthday time. but the peacefulness not cum frm dear but frm the bottom of my heart. jus like the normal day i gone thru lo. nothin much special..i went to uncle's house to celeb early christmas last nite, n we all get the christmas present frm uncle n aunty. thanks to them. i received a formal shirt frm them which i not really fond of. coz of its color is so dull..not suit my type. haha..but anyway, really big thanks to them. may i hav a grand yet happy christmas this yr.. happy happy christmas to all~~~!! :)

Thursday, December 18, 2008

my bad day

today was so irritating+hectic. woke up at 8sumthin thn went to campus early jus to print out my fyp. b4 tat i tot paper not provided for the printing therefore i bought a 10 bucks of the indah kiat paper n 4 bucks of cds. thn forgot to bring the printing approval form so hav to get bek ixora again. when get into the lab, the technician told me paper is provided up to 300 pages!~ wth!! @!##@ printed out at last n thn went for binding, bought the blue cover of the fyp in fist office. i tot everythin was heading fine n smooth. when cum to 2.30pm, went to meet my 'dear' supervisor. he was on the call so hav to wait outside of his room.almost 20mins waiting thn only managed to get into his room. end up scolded me by asking me y din i attach the meeting log as appendix. i tot every meeting log has to b original tats y dun dare to attach into the report 1st ma. manatau kena marah pulak@#@!#..swt..so i rushed to photostat the meeting logs again thn only submit to him. tot of nothin more once i handed it to him, but thn, more probs has encoutered to me after waz i rushed n busy for..haiz...wats more? minor mistakes in the report lo. i'm so so damn careless til din even notice where the mistakes are. but y? i would only found out only when i ady submitted? is this the real me? i hate it so much!hopefully things would b fine after tomolo..no more worries for the report can i? ans is no, this is jus the begining of my bad luck.. :( my godness..

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

JinGlE bELl~~

yeah!!..its christmas time..hohoho...the occassion i like the most nothin more than this coming christmas. it gives me a peaceful sign and feel like to recall waz i've done thru out the whole yr of 2008. hmm...seems a lot i've gone thru..sweet, bitter, sour..each of them. n i found out how poor my eng level is in the end. my fyp report is jus screwed up by me, my tests, my assigns, everythin i done was definately unsatisfied. even i ady try my best. wait, did i really try the best of me? i dun think so..my mind is stil heading for fun. nxt sem would be my system coding implementation le, yet i stil start from nothin til now. i've should start it earlier,ever since my training start. but no point to tell this now. christmas is coming, my birthday is coming as well. if sum1 ask me waz would i wish for my birthaday,to b honest, i jus nit a peazceful yet lively birthday. i mean nit not to celeb for on purpose. jus let it flow naturally. can i? i do hope for some surprise from certain ppl of coz, but seems like i ady used of dissapointed on d surprise frm sum1, so i think i better not to think of it. i jus hope ta b wif my family during my birthday..and hav a happy christmas ever..!hahaha...after christmas is CNY lo, time pass realy fast. i din even notice CNY is falling on nxt month til som1 reminded me. kaka..new yr new hope, i hope i can graduate smoothly get an average result for fyp, nothin more than that..shouldn't b so greedy rite? lastly, remember to live more lively than i am..c ya..