SAD FRIDAY

Its sad when get to know that my effort wasted just like this. I realize that it would failed no matter how well I prepare or not prepare for an interview. So whats the point I want to leave? How well I pretend to be strong in front of others and how well/long I can sustain from all these non-stop failures happened on me still? Why I would always paint a nice pic to myself on prior, why I always stay optimistic towards my poor capability? In fact no one will bother it at all! Or is the day I get hired was mainly because of his personal own perception????? I am doubt about my ability right now. Feel uneasy every time get rejected with/without reasons! I am sad.........really SAD..
- by V.L -