fighting n struggling

morning paper has been screwed up by me once again. wore my contact lense and went for exam but turn up my eye get sored. =.= it keep giving me the warning signal that i've should not wear it today. question for the paper today was so so unpredictable. fill in the blank i could only managed to get 2 correct out of 5. .what the... mostly based on our own opinion and own judgement. really hate this kind of question. this is because, i hate to think n analyze the question. how nice if it is just a direct and straight to the point question..but seems my result for this sem will never helps to pull up my cgpa again. i feel so down all of a sudden. it has makes me no mood to cont with the paper tomolo. jus want to nag at myself for the mistakes i had done. 1 more sem for me to go in mmu. can't i just present the best of me within this few months time? after all it would be my brightful day ever.. haha...jkjk.. so boring~~~~~my housemates they all ady finished their paper. i'm the last who sit for the final. keep seeing they goin bek 1 by 1, such a bad feeling heading towards me. :( almost end of sem 2 in my delta yr, hopefully my day would come 1 day..i can achieve wat i dream for and every1 happy wif their own ending after this may(to my classmates).. all the best to us..god bless every1 who stay in this world.. PEACE..

another brand new day has come

finals are ongoing in the very 1st month of 2009,and 1 has down on yesterday. now another fight for TIT and TPA. have i get ready? the ans will always be NO! this is the study culture of MMU whereby students are tend to start their revision in the very last minute. thats y i am a typical student of MMU. haha... library is always fully booked in this peak season. very 'lak gu' til students have to wake up early in the morning and wait for it opens jus to get a seat in it. some even kind enuf to reserve the seats for their frens. study together, make noise together and lol together. library security guards are just to continue their job without stoping students from making niose. an ideal security guard with full responsible. =.= i wonder how is the library in other campus look like, wil they allow student to chit chat in it but not to study quietly? MMU library is just like a pasar siang dan malam. noises are everywhere, everytime. u can't avoid from it no matter which corner u hide in library. btw, few more days to go for my trimester break + CNY holiday. ask me how am i goin to fully utilize it? good question, the regular ans would be ->FYP! have to bear wif it til graduate on this coming august. am i manage to pass thru it? based on wat i have screwed up in my fyp 1st phase, i have no longer provide any confidence level to myself. this is because i am really zha and lazy. what to do? keep on going lo as the thing wil stil happen no matter how. the thing i can only do is to duplicate my sighness, despairness. sigh..~