trouble is a fren

i had a big transformation lately. from an ordinary gal into extraordinary gal. why do i say so? i duno actually. but i can feel it. even my mum told me the same thing. she said i've changed. changed? in term of? -- my hot temper. i feel so tired, tired of my work while i jus worked for 4 months ++. regret to step my foot into IT field. but once i'm in, there is always no U-turn. fren gathering always dismiss without a good reason in the end. feeling disappointed on them. you know wat?? i am really TIRED..!!