2011 X'mas in East M'sia - Borneo land

I have selected to spend my X'mas in Sabah this year, together with my birthday ^^
Day 1 -
Woke up early in the morning and caught up with Ee Wei in KL Central to head to LCCT. While on the way to LCCT, I just realized something I have forgotten to bring along! Oh Gosh...not this time again...! I did not bring my undergarments and I thought everything was packed in my luggage bag. This ain't happens once in my lifetime, but few times before go off for vacation. My Godness...OK, forget about the embarrassment, just go as it is. No point to turn back home as our flight set on 9.30am. So met up with my gangs in LCCT, everything was checked and confirmed. There we go and start our X'mas journey to the East! First thing to do once we arrived at Terminal 2, KKIA - booked Taxi to go to Terminal 1 just to collect our rented car. Stupid me din't make a clear research about the car pick up point so we have to spend another 60 bucks to travel to Terminal 1 and collect the car. *.* But good thing was, our original rent car which was suppose to be a Toyota Innova 2.0 and the company offered a free upgrade to us with a Hyundai Starex 2.6cc, its totally FREE!! How lucky we were for this coming X'mas! LOL..
Since I was not the full time photographer along the trip, hence I would only able to upload few pics from my iphone.


Day 2 - woke up early and was aiming to have a glance at the sun rise scenic view at the Tip of Borneo, Tanjung Mengayau Kudat. But it was just another disappointment for us..sigh..


I was standing at the real Tip of Borneo.! The views were just breathtaking..


This is just another side of the Tip of Borneo..How I wish to stay there longer to ease my messy mind~


A view right in front of our room. Never regret to set my foots into this piece of land ^^ Lovely~

Stay tuned..
- by V.L -

就这样。。。

就这样，过了我还蛮期待奇迹会出现的二十五岁生日。 My 25th yr old birthday has almost past without honor my birthday wish for this year. Kinda sad and disappointed to be honest, but that's where we will grow and stay strong I suppose! I must confess to myself that I am not a weaker in relationship, always not to be...Hence there is no way to earn my tears from it. I hate crying especially on my birthday! But I did after few minutes when the clock strikes to 12am sharp. My phone rang, but it wasn't from the person I always hope for. It was someone else who I do not wish to cherish about him. Few words for me before I hang up. Din't really show how passionate I was to talk to him. I'm sure he can sense on it too. By the time I hung my phone and my tears dropped uncontrollably, my last hope has been arisen once again when the phone rang for the second time. So wish to see his name show up on my iphone wall, but fact reveals the truth. My buddy who called up and greet me. Thanks to him. But my heart was seriously broken.
We both went for few senseless topics before I off for my dreams. He pulled me from tears to laughter though I still feeling upset.


Though there isn't any massive celebration from friends and family, yet this is the ending I always hope for. Can't blame anyone..Tell you a funny joke, the pants I'm wearing today (one of my favorite) has tighten me like hell..My thighs are gaining weigh I think :(.. I can't even squad, bend my legs simply just because of its tightness. Huhu....Mau lawa tak mau jiwa. Maybe this is what people always mean for. Lol...
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ME, Kikilulu~~
- by V.L -

又犯老毛病的我

我卢韦琪的人生有过大起大落。大学时的疯狂，大学时的风光，大学时的低落，大学时的快乐。人生有过这样的历练，焉能再怨天尤人？四年的大学生涯是我人生最灿烂的人生高峰点。
回想曾经的点点滴滴，我是幸福且幸运的。


友谊长存

现时听着萧煌奇的“末班车”，手指不停地在打着电脑键盘，头脑不停的回想着过去点滴，犹如一场美好的一廉悠梦。感叹着活到了二十五个年头，我竟开始对人生蒙起了消极与悲观概念。这到底是为了什么？人活在这世上到底是为了什么？
为什么我总是那么多的“为什么”而不是努力寻找答案，不再自问而不能自答呢？刚过的周末是公司的周年晚宴，还蛮隆重且庞大的一个宴会。每个人都盛装打扮出席。当然，我也不例外。穿着我喜欢的青衣晚装与大学同学一起赴会去！很努力的避免与认识的同时碰面，所以整个晚上只待在一旁静静地欣赏节目。不料还是被我最不想碰面的BT给遇个正着，结果还是拍了照留念。就这样结束了当晚的一切。


晚宴当天。。

来到礼拜天，祥为我提早庆生。我们到了Mont Kiara的一间韩式餐厅 - Little Korea。那里的情调还不赖，只是价钱偏贵与食物质数并不很合我胃口。不过朋友那么有心特地为自己庆生我已感到很满足了哦。吃完过后我们便到了Tropicana City Mall走走，顺便看了一部电影 - Alvin and The Chipmunks。非常搞笑，不时就让我破肚大笑。


圣诞节快到了哦！

就这样，不知不觉已到了晚上，结束了一整天的节目。是时候收拾心情准备来临的蓝色星期一了。
- by V.L -

SAD FRIDAY

Its sad when get to know that my effort wasted just like this. I realize that it would failed no matter how well I prepare or not prepare for an interview. So whats the point I want to leave? How well I pretend to be strong in front of others and how well/long I can sustain from all these non-stop failures happened on me still? Why I would always paint a nice pic to myself on prior, why I always stay optimistic towards my poor capability? In fact no one will bother it at all! Or is the day I get hired was mainly because of his personal own perception????? I am doubt about my ability right now. Feel uneasy every time get rejected with/without reasons! I am sad.........really SAD..
- by V.L -

Meteor Shower

I missed the meteor seeing last night! =( I was running nose all day yesterday till I feel dizzy. Slept early last nite after the ANTM and totally forgot the meteor..sob sob...I wish to see la...The last time I had a chance to see the meteor was in my college. But unfortunately I wasn't able to catch a glance at it either. Sigh...We were playing basketball at late night and out of a sudden friend shout out loud: "Look, its meteor!" ..It was behind my back and by the time I turned my head the meteor has gone nowhere. This is really repentant to me la... But this time round I have totally forgotten on it! Aiks...
Listened a song from Avril Lavigne this morning while I am on my way for work. "Wish You Were Here" Its pretty nice lyrics and the rhythm too.She is rock! How I wish you are always there fore me..Damn!...Think too much once again.......
- by V.L -

Piggy Loo

Feel Zzzzzzz all the time in office. Am wondering does anyone aware of my sleepiness in office whenever they pass by my cubicle ka?
Oh gosh....What turns me into a sleepy pig recently? Could've been my freelance and main is I am taskless in office right now! what the heck? Though I will be leaving for vacation next week, but I still have 1 week long to go for my holiday. Can't just assign some to me? Not that I never be proactive to ask for work, just that they are too dedicated to their work till never distribute some to others. This is the only thought I am having in my mind to comfort myself...sigh..
Last night, nothing much I can do. Hence stayed home whole night by watching ANTM. 
Oh my...the heat is reviving my passion towards this show again =.= Not a good sign for sure. Keep watching it til 2am++ and then only willing to go to bed. I bet this is the reason why I keep fishing for today! BT has given me a pair of earrings as my birthday gift. Again, I used the straight forward indication towards his deed to me. I do hope he will understand one day. The guy I wish to spend my day with isn't him and the guy I wish to receive something special isn't from him either. This is hurt! I mean my reaction to BT is undoubtedly bad! But this is the only choice can led me back to the freedom which I've been looking for all the while. A big SIGH....
- by V.L -

Happy Chinese Lunar Birthday

The 19th day of November in Chinese Lunar calendar is my birthday. Which mean today is my Chinese birthday~ 1st thing of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to myself!


I have many birthday wishes o..greedy me.. =p But these are all secret to reveal over here..Lol..Mum asked me to take full vege for today but I drank my first drink of bird nest early in the morning =.=' Couldn't be bothered, vege's definition for me is meat-free. As long as I do not consume any meats ingredient of a food is considered vege for me. Haha..
Let's recap what I have gone through for my last weekends. Sat, Sun and Mon were holidays for me..Hooray~~those work in Selangor state must have enjoyed their long weekends till the max. Except me lo.. :( But anyhow mine didn't gone that bad afterall... Sat night I went for Derrick's wedding banquet at Bukit Jalil Golf & Country Club. Arrived destination much earlier than expected, therefore headed all the way to Puchong and detour at Giant for a mini shopping spree. Meet up Chloe at about 7pm sharp and there we go for the wedding dinner.




Sun - woke up at about 11am. Prepare for another outing with PS in Sunway Pyramid. I decided to go green on that day by taking public transport. Dad dropped me at Pudu station and thanks God I arrived the shopping centre punctually. ^^ Watched some X'mas performances at the shopping centre stage and some choirs performance by the dovoted Christian. This makes me feel X'mas is just around the corner..Jingle bell~~Jingle all the way~~

Delicious in Sunway Pyramid. Strongly not recommended from me. Poor services from the staff and the pricey food quality is just moderate.

Mon - Holiday for me :P Went to mum's saloon to have a makeover on my hair. Curled my hair, love it!

A sudden Yum cha call out by Siang at night time so we had our short break at Aman Suria with Chatime. That's my long weekends programme. Didn't really sounds great, isn't it? Haha.. normal life with laughter all the time.. but I am still love-in it ^^
- by V.L -

1208

Is my personality that bad? Or am I really too cold towards the person whoever come across my desk and talk to me? Not even a mere grin to them? No1 wants to talk to me or they don't dare to come over? Sigh...I wish to have more fun in office too. But...seems like this is part of the mission impossible. I went for few places yesterday, and one of them is a body massage spa which located at PJ Strand Kota Damansara. Though I am not the local in that area, but I managed to arrive the destination. (of course with some minors un-needed U-turns, additional routes I used).
The worst thing was I parked my car and walked to the shoplots nearby try to find the PJU 5/20D road. And was spotting harshly on the shop names. After half an hour attempts, I gave up and called to the beauty centre to ask for direction. Thanks God I managed to find it with the beauticians guidance. Pheww..This is my 1st experience on the body spa massage. Hehe... 1st thing was take off my clothes and apply the scrub oil onto my whole body. my WHOLE body. **blush blush** Then comes the Jacuzzi bath for 20-30mins. I started to feel skin difference after the almost half an hour Jacuzzi bath. Not bat not bat...
After the enjoyment with Jacuzzi, they applied the hot stones onto my back and I started my sweet dream thereafter. 2 hours long massage ended at about 6 something. Drove back home and had a quick dinner with mum then continue my nightmare freelance. **sigh sigh** End of the day of 8th Dec 2011.
by V.L

5 Dec

Dec 5. I just realized how special this day is. A day started the new chapter of my life on yr 2007. It was a dark night with menthol glowing everywhere, fountains splashing everywhere in MBSB (can't recall the correct name of the hall) 

We both walked to the side stone chair and started our long waited topic. I was in nerved and my sound was shaking uncontrollably. This day wasn't the 1st day we started the official relationship, but this was the 1st day we revealed our feelings to each other. We have been sms to each other frequently, out together, and play together.  I could barely remember the outcome of our topic was pending. Because there were few factors which we might need to take a deep consideration before we both can stay together. And ended up we have our official 1st day on 8th Dec 2007 and had had lots fun,laughter, quarrel together. Haha...Those were the days..

Though now this story isn't the present tense anymore, but certainly it will always be the memories which is the most important chapter for my life. I wish...I wish....Memory of every single Decembers will be last forever....

I don't want to have any hurtful life experience in my love path can? I am just an ordinary girl overall..I wish to be with someone I love and wish to love him wholeheartedly by willing to sacrifice what I could do for him. I don't want to be manizer ar!!!

by V.L

Monday blue

OMG... Its Monday. Woke up early in the morning to send my sis for class. So I arrived earlier to office than usual. Fall asleep not even sit longer than 1 hour at my desk. My eyes keep closing the eyelids and this is killing me! I wish there is a bed nxt for me to zzZzzzzZzz now....
Last weekends, Sat - Went for Ballet class as usual. Bought my Ballet attire at last! though it looks normal and common, but this is my big achievement! Happy ^^
And yesterday, Sunday. I went to mum's saloon for the eyebrow tattoo appointment. I have made a huge mistake in my entire life - eyebrow tattoo. It was hurtful when the lady uses that stitches to stitch uncontrollably on your poor eyebrow. She told me I am allergy towards the narcotic she applied onto my eyebrow. And that causes my 2 side eyebrows looked bulky..and an obvious difference skin color on my skin. :( But since this is my early birthday gift from mum, so I am happy with it though it does look weirdo =p  I love you, Mum... BIG muackssss.....
After the painful session, I went for a movie (You are my apple of .....**can't really remember the full name of the movie) with xx. After the massive +ve comments posted on web and highly recommended by frens, so I decided to have a glance on it. Sadly I am not a girl who graduated from co-ex high school and therefore I do not actually get touched by its story. But  what I can obtain through out this whole movie was a lesson to tell things would not always an U-turn for you to go for, that's why we must deeply appreciate what we are having around us all the time. Just like I have missed out the person I love the most in my entire life due to my stupidity before, so I have to make sure I would not repeat the same anymore.
We went for dinner right after the movie. We walked and talked not that often, there was a silent whenever I couldn't find any topic to chat with. I feel awkward, but the feelings towards him have never changed. Though the feelings are remained, but I am no longer assure the person who stand right in front of me is the right man i should go for by risking my whole future life. I am a coward, I could think of many -ve consequences which might/going to happen if we are getting back together. So so so many obstacles we have to go through and I know for sure I won't be able to cope it easily. Sometimes I do feel he doesn't really bother about our 'relationship' that much till I have discouraged by his motionless deed towards me.
I always remind myself, his motionless is because he is tired of me and our 'relationship'. Ain't play this game with me no more, which is true! I can't even promise or guarantee I can bring him 100% happiness. For what I am dying to be with him still? I am not qualified. Please wake up Vxx Lxx!!!
- by V.L -

A place where never think of paying a visit

Sri Manjung. An rural area which situated near to Setiawan, Perak. I got my mission to be accomplished in such a small tiny town. Colleague and I were heading towards north of M'sia for presentation. The work we had worked harshly have to present on that day. Show time~
I took some pics along the journey to Manjung. Blue skies were waving towards our sight view all the time and it was fascinating. I even managed to see the sun ray towards the greenery hills and forest. I was so lucky to have a glance on it. But too bad, the pics quality from my phone + my car's mirror dust were blocking the reality of scenic views.


On the newly developed High way - LATAR

 
Few kilometers away from our destination of the day - Sri Manjung


Like this pic so much..


Pic (ii)


Found this accidentally in the market store. This piggybank reminds my childhood memories.........

People there are nice and friendly. I wasn't able to feel the usual jealousy, wicked smiles where I simply meet one in KL from this tiny place. The big boss looked friendly too..He was supposed to bring us for a meal after the hard works we have done (and yes! we have made it through finally!). But sadly my colleague was so eager to rush home and we have rejected his offer in the end :( (thought of having a real good time in Manjung)
After the goodbye with Manjung, we head to Teluk Intan a.k.a Anson. A place where the famous inclined building located at. I was suggesting to have the famous Teluk Intan Chu Cheong Fun for dinner and unexpectedly my colleague was willing to go for it. Lol... With the help of the informative GPS, we managed to locate the destination (yippie). Tabao some for family and then we were heading to another food destination in Bidor =.='' - the yummillicious "Herbal Duck Mee". The price for the duck mee isn't cheap at all, cost about rm9 per serving.


 This shop is the original Teluk Intan Chu Cheong Fun founder


Yummy..yummy~

Though our mission of the day has been completed without any major issues, but lots more for us to work on it still. I sigh.... and praying the final roll out can be done asap so I won't suffer anymore. And of course, after the lesson today, I will be more smart in future! Won't do and agree this kind of stupid thing anymore!
by V.L