Oh gosh....What turns me into a sleepy pig recently? Could've been my freelance and main is I am taskless in office right now! what the heck? Though I will be leaving for vacation next week, but I still have 1 week long to go for my holiday. Can't just assign some to me? Not that I never be proactive to ask for work, just that they are too dedicated to their work till never distribute some to others. This is the only thought I am having in my mind to comfort myself...sigh..
Last night, nothing much I can do. Hence stayed home whole night by watching ANTM.
Oh my...the heat is reviving my passion towards this show again =.= Not a good sign for sure. Keep watching it til 2am++ and then only willing to go to bed. I bet this is the reason why I keep fishing for today! BT has given me a pair of earrings as my birthday gift. Again, I used the straight forward indication towards his deed to me. I do hope he will understand one day. The guy I wish to spend my day with isn't him and the guy I wish to receive something special isn't from him either. This is hurt! I mean my reaction to BT is undoubtedly bad! But this is the only choice can led me back to the freedom which I've been looking for all the while. A big SIGH....
- by V.L -